Who can you speak with to provide some support? By sharing your experiences with others in a similar position, you can support each other and help to reduce any worry or anxiety.
There are lots of online community networks. Ask your midwife or health visitor for details if you don’t know how to connect with them. And do contact your midwife or health visitor if you have any concerns around feeding your baby, they can help over the telephone and will be able to see you in person if it is needed.